How do you know when someone really loves you?

Now, question migt come into your mind that why I didn't dropped a text or call? Why such ego in a woman :D

I was so angry and upset with him yesterday that I decided I won't talk to him for a week and show him that I don't care even if he doesn't talk :D

He's preparing for government exams. (Proud of him already looking at his hard work). I preferred not to disturb him because

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Second, he studies for long hours it literally sucks all the energy out from a person till midnight.

But today, when he texted me a good morning, I blushed and all my anger vanished. (^_^)

Third, I was in a emotional state, I knew if I would've texted him I would definitely made him emotional too, and he might feel guilty for not giving me proper time that any fancy relationship nowadays requires( why would I make my man upset over these issues which I can handle by my own only with some understanding and **love**, he already knows all the struggle and differences our relationship’s going through).

Why am I so jealous towards couples? Why am I tired of being single and feel my life is over?

Edit: Thank you so much everyone for your compliments and appreciation ❤️

Edit: Women and men, who are advising me to get a career, I'm a Senior Software Engineer in a very reputed company, please don't misunderstand love with career. Both are important part of life and has value.

Yesterday I was missing my boyfriend so bad that I cried myself to bed, I really wanted to talk to him, hug him and tell him so many stories going all around in my life. It's been a long time we spent time together, yeah right, we are in a long distance relationship.

You hold the door open for a lady and she stops in her tracks and screams at you, ‘Don’t hold the door for me! I’ll get it myself!’ What are your feelings or immediate reaction?

It'll bring clarity and peace. Just be patient with one another.

How do you know when someone really loves you?

You'd know. You'd feel. You'll be patient even in chaotic situations with them. It'll bring sense of understanding. You'll build that understanding with that person gradually that you won't need an outsider’s advice, gossiping little inconveniences of your relationship with a friend/BFF, influencer’s egoistic advice(tit for tat).

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[I'd make him read this someday, for sure ;) afterall y'all know I was missing him except him, he should know as well :D]

First, I know his journey and also the potholes he has been facing.